Тайная любовь / Stille Liebe / Amour Secret / Secret Love (Кристоф Шауб / Christoph Schaub) [2001, Швейцария, Романтическая история, DVDRip, Sub]

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This is how I met Antonia
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twenty years ago.
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It was a sign.
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I had come to help on the farm.
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We had been told
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that this family had difficulties.
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I was shocked that she
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still did not go to school
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Hair
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In the home they tried
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to make her talk,
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but she refused to.
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I looked for a teacher
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to teach her sign language.
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We taught her to read and write.
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She woke up
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Frog.
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Monkey.
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Lion.
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Cow.
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Pig.
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Goat.
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Here we are not afraid of silence.
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Maybe this attracted her, or then it was
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the protection that this place provides.
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So it seemed quite natural to everybody
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that she came to us and wanted to
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join our religious order
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once she was a little over twenty.
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I was of course pleased to be able
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to accompany her in her life.
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In the morning I always went to her room
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first in case she did not hear
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the waking bells, but she was
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always awake already.
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I sometimes watched her secretly
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She didn't notice,
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or pretended she didn't.
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I may even have been a bit
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in love with her,
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but I suppose we all were
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in our little community ...
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Shall I put that down, too?
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Yes.
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Antonia has adapted herself
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to our little community.
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She always did
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what was asked of her.
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Later on,
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as the tradition of our order
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prescribes,
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she started to help with
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charitable work outside the convent...
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SECRET LOVE
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Is there any coffee?
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Hey, Sister Antonia!
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I'm sorry!
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I'm telling you for the last time:
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this is no hotel.
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All hotels full.
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He doesn't want to understand.
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OK. Just ask. One day maybe?
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Yes, yes, maybe, maybe.
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We're closing now until 4 p.m.
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Can you do some shopping?
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Do you think she noticed something?
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I don't think so
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Wasn't she
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at the hotel this morning?
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I think they all
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look the same.
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Let's go back.
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Well, what was it like?
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How is Fritz?
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Will you come with me?
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What is this?
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Deaf actors.
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They make music with gestures.
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Antonia ordered the video cassette.
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I don't know if it's right
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to let Antonia work there.
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She's young and healthy.
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I did the same thing.
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Yes, but people talk
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and Antonia ...
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She knows how to attract attention.
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Antonia says it's like
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when we listen to music.
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What? Stir?
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I can cook too!!
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Looking for something?
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Two twenty.
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Two twenty.
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Thank you.
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Why are you following me?
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Aren't you allowed or don't you want to?
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Me? What?
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Don't you want to talk to me?
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You speak sign language like me.
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You are the first deaf person
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I've seen here.
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So what?
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You're waiting ... I'm waiting.
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I'm waiting for the train.
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We understand each other.
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Understand each other?
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I meant to say that we
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can communicate.
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I don't know it.
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What do you do?
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I'm a nun.
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I know that. I mean at the hotel.
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I work there. We help the needy.
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The "needy"?
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Poor people
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who have neither money nor a home.
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Have you ever been to circus?
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When I was little.
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I worked in a circus.
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I must go. Goodbye.
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Didn't you buy the newspaper?
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Forgot.
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Why?
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We have to work harder.
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Fritz phoned me
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Is it so difficult?
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He's stubborn.
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You should be
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more patient with other people.
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Patience.
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A nice gesture.
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All gestures are nice.
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I shall talk to Fritz.
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Hey, you two!
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Stop! Wait!
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Egli!
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Don't strain yourself!
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Fritz didn't give you a room, did he?
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I'm telling you,
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you went about it the wrong way.
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Come to me next time, I know Fritz.
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My friend, sorry, I not understand. OK?
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At the hotel,
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a few days ago. - Russians?
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No! Why Russians?
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Money?
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No, no.
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What do you say about that?
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Antonia likes to show
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what she can do.
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She doesn't eat with us.
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That makes no difference.
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I don't trust anybody to cook something
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and then not eat it.
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A good cook
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always tastes what she cooks.
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You have to get used to it.
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Now a young nun is working here.
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One could say,
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what more do you want?
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Yes ... but it's still stupid.
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It's a problem for you
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that she doesn't talk,
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that you can't talk to her.
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That's it! He doesn't like it.
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This gesticulating
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gets me confused!
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With Sister Maya
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I could have a chat.
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Sister Maya is 70.
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It's too strenuous for her.
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You understand, don't you?
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You never want to read my slate.
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I need one, too.
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It isn't that bad.
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If he refuses to let me cook,
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I won't go there anymore.
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I really won't go there anymore.
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It isn't as easy as that, my child.
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You know that our order wants to help,
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the world needs us.
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And we need the compensation
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that we get for your work.
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Fritz is strange.
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Fritz is a man.
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They're different.
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But he's actually a good person,
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you'll see.
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And your brother?
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Not brother - half brother.
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Is it okay?
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Okay, okay. He has his room.
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So you can open the door
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yourself in the morning
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Strittmatter, it's clean enough.
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Hey, that's enough!
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See you later. In the evening.
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ANTONIA'S MENU
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It's good today.
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Enjoy your meal.
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To the theatre?
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They're from America.
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From Gallaudet's school for the deaf.
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They act with gestures,
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like the music with gestures.
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I don't understand.
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Like a choir.
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Maybe one day,
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I'll be able to sing with you.
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Sorry.
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Never mind, it was an accident.
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Goodbye.
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Stop thief!
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Hey, stop him!
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He robbed me.
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What have we got here?
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A purse.
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And banknotes.
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He doesn't want to booze.
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He's all alone. He needs a room.
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I'm sorry, it's not possible.
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He's deaf, I said. Like the Sister.
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He can't help it.
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I don't even know who he is.
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I picked him up. A deaf tourist.
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His pal left him in the lurch.
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All right, all right.
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I have to know who he is.
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Don't tell them that you know me.
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This isn't a hotel for tourists.
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What did he say?
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It isn't possible.
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Explain it to him.
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OK, but only for two nights.
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I'm sure you'll need
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the slate.
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Well?
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What's up with him? - He's deaf.
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Like Sister Antonia.
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There's something fishy.
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He's from the east,
from Lithuania.
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He says it's rotten there,
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especially for someone like him.
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What's happened to the other chap?
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I don't know either.
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Why not? I'm interested.
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What's the matter with you?
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It's too much for you. The work,
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going into town every day.
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You have to sleep at night.
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Come with me?
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What are you gawping at,
stupid Russian?
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Hey!
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He can't hear, is as deaf as a post.
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Shut up!
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Don't get worked up!
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Stop boozing! - We can talk it over.
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Are you telling me what to do?
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We can ...
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This was the last time, Egli!
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You see?
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Thank you.
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Why are you here?
Are you in difficulty?
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What?
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Have you ot problems?
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I have to work now.
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We can talk later.
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When?
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Not here.
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When I've finished work, outside.
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I'll wait at the big square.
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I'll see you leaving.
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I can't miss you in these clothes.
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Shall we go for a little walk?
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Why are you here?
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You're inquisitive.
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A little bit maybe ...
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Why are you alone?
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My brother has travelled on.
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I have never travelled.
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I travel a lot.
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Tell me about it.
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It's difficult.
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I don't understand all your gestures.
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Some are the same,
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others are different.
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How can you manage
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on your own?
289
00:33:37,216 --> 00:33:39,650
I'm not alone, I'm waiting for my brother
290
00:33:41,256 --> 00:33:42,894
Has something happened to him?
291
00:33:45,136 --> 00:33:46,854
Is he in trouble?
292
00:34:22,616 --> 00:34:24,925
I liked that very much.
293
00:34:25,696 --> 00:34:28,130
Do you earn money with it?
294
00:34:28,616 --> 00:34:30,925
Everybody in my school could do that.
295
00:43:37,735 --> 00:34:38,396
Y ou start Wwith that in a ccirccus scchool,
296
00:34:38,496 --> 00:34:40,964
A theatre. With deaf people. You know it?
297
00:34:42,496 --> 00:34:43,929
Are you going?
298
00:34:46,856 --> 00:34:49,131
Maybe. I'd like to.
299
00:35:15,136 --> 00:35:17,206
Do you want to go for a swim?
300
00:44:52,747 --> 00:35:24,756
I can't unfortunately.
301
00:35:24,856 --> 00:35:26,972
Don't be embarrassed because of me.
302
00:35:27,256 --> 00:35:28,928
Shall I get undressed?
303
00:35:47,936 --> 00:35:49,847
Can't you swim?
304
00:35:50,576 --> 00:35:51,895
No ... no!
305
00:36:05,376 --> 00:36:06,729
I must go back.
306
00:36:06,896 --> 00:36:08,329
One more question.
307
00:36:09,296 --> 00:36:12,329
Can I trust Sandro?
308
00:36:14,296 --> 00:36:16,332
Sandro, the boy in the men's home?
309
00:36:17,976 --> 00:36:19,648
I think so.
310
00:36:19,856 --> 00:36:22,131
Why do you ask me?
311
00:36:22,416 --> 00:36:24,134
You are a woman of God.
312
00:36:24,336 --> 00:36:25,849
You mustn't lie.
313
00:36:44,736 --> 00:36:47,170
She'll be surprised yet, the new one!
314
00:36:50,936 --> 00:36:52,449
It'll soon be the end of
315
00:36:52,696 --> 00:36:54,129
her Sacred Heart smile.
316
00:36:57,376 --> 00:37:00,129
In my days, we'd have told her
317
00:37:00,336 --> 00:37:02,292
to consider it carefully.
318
00:37:07,376 --> 00:37:09,412
We all feel a longing sometime,
319
00:37:11,976 --> 00:37:15,013
but to bear it, that's what counts.
320
00:37:17,856 --> 00:37:20,165
I know it ... and you know it ...
321
00:37:20,856 --> 00:37:23,290
but does the new one know it?
322
00:37:25,296 --> 00:37:26,968
I made an exception.
323
00:39:47,401 --> 00:37:30,396
Make him understand.
324
00:37:30,496 --> 00:37:32,726
You can't stay here anymore.
325
00:37:34,056 --> 00:37:36,206
I'll go the day after tomorrow.
326
00:37:41,336 --> 00:37:42,246
No.
327
00:38:41,294 --> 00:38:42,286
I am sorry.
328
00:38:42,986 --> 00:38:43,636
No.
329
00:38:50,236 --> 00:38:50,952
Shit!
330
00:38:54,856 --> 00:38:55,971
Fucking bastard!
331
00:39:24,536 --> 00:39:26,333
Just you wait, bastard!
332
00:39:31,376 --> 00:39:32,445
It was him.
333
00:39:36,256 --> 00:39:37,735
Shit, that's mine!
334
00:39:37,980 --> 00:39:39,120
I didn't notice.
335
00:39:39,456 --> 00:39:41,367
Just what I thought, bastard!
336
00:39:43,056 --> 00:39:43,886
A Lithuanian!
337
00:39:44,176 --> 00:39:46,371
What are you doing here? Making money?
338
00:39:46,736 --> 00:39:47,964
Say something!
339
00:40:02,216 --> 00:40:04,730
Well then, what's up all of a sudden?
340
00:41:40,768 --> 00:41:20,716
What's the matter?
341
00:41:20,816 --> 00:41:21,805
Doctor?
342
00:41:26,816 --> 00:41:27,885
Thank you.
343
00:41:32,056 --> 00:41:33,808
Hello, who's there?
344
00:41:57,936 --> 00:41:59,164
No problem.
345
00:41:59,696 --> 00:42:01,015
What you want?
346
00:42:01,496 --> 00:42:02,815
You go home?
347
00:42:13,296 --> 00:42:15,446
Problem. You help?
348
00:42:16,496 --> 00:42:17,451
Okay.
349
00:42:18,216 --> 00:42:20,411
My brother ... prison maybe.
350
00:42:22,296 --> 00:42:24,014
You know where ... prison?
351
00:42:27,776 --> 00:42:28,606
Yes.
352
00:42:48,696 --> 00:42:50,607
Where did you pick him up?
353
00:42:52,656 --> 00:42:54,248
In the men's home.
354
00:42:54,816 --> 00:42:56,807
You'll end up like your Uncle Fritz
355
00:42:57,016 --> 00:42:58,449
with his nuns.
356
00:42:58,776 --> 00:43:01,244
You want to help all the poor devils.
357
00:43:02,296 --> 00:43:03,729
Fritz is OK.
358
00:43:06,216 --> 00:43:07,444
At home
359
00:43:08,376 --> 00:43:09,695
I only have to
360
00:43:09,856 --> 00:43:12,165
Look at the old man and he ...
361
00:43:17,016 --> 00:43:19,132
It's the easiest way until
362
00:43:19,336 --> 00:43:20,849
I've finished my apprenticeship,
363
00:43:21,256 --> 00:43:22,609
and as long as I'm with him,
364
00:43:22,816 --> 00:43:24,215
nobody can touch me!
365
00:43:28,656 --> 00:43:30,692
They will put him ...
366
00:43:32,256 --> 00:43:33,769
on a plane ...
367
00:43:34,536 --> 00:43:35,525
for sure ...
368
00:43:36,256 --> 00:43:37,325
very soon.
369
00:43:37,776 --> 00:43:38,845
Okay? - Okay.
370
00:43:40,496 --> 00:43:41,645
Let's go.
371
00:44:10,936 --> 00:44:13,404
The best thing is if you beat it. Home.
372
00:44:13,976 --> 00:44:15,694
The police will sooner or later ...
373
00:44:16,376 --> 00:44:17,365
The police ...
374
00:44:18,216 --> 00:44:19,126
you ...
375
00:44:19,816 --> 00:44:20,885
prison.
376
00:44:23,416 --> 00:44:24,849
Police pay ...
377
00:44:26,776 --> 00:44:28,095
If you think so.
378
00:44:30,336 --> 00:44:32,088
Help ... one thing.
379
00:44:33,296 --> 00:44:35,526
One more time. And that's it.
380
00:44:41,336 --> 00:44:42,815
Ticket where?
381
00:44:43,176 --> 00:44:44,814
Do you want to go there?
382
00:44:45,176 --> 00:44:47,212
Me ... Antonia ... theatre.
383
00:44:48,016 --> 00:44:49,654
Nobody will believe me.
384
00:44:51,896 --> 00:44:54,364
She'll never go to the theatre with you.
385
00:45:06,376 --> 00:45:08,765
Was the boy able to help you?
386
00:45:12,816 --> 00:45:14,169
And who paid?
387
00:45:15,456 --> 00:45:16,445
I did.
388
00:45:16,976 --> 00:45:18,773
You have money?
389
00:45:19,296 --> 00:45:21,093
Then why do you sleep
390
00:45:21,296 --> 00:45:23,014
in the men's home?
391
00:45:24,416 --> 00:45:26,930
It's cheap and I'm economical.
392
00:45:30,896 --> 00:45:33,364
And now? Will you travel on?
393
00:45:35,136 --> 00:45:37,855
Soon. I'm having a few days rest.
394
00:45:38,816 --> 00:45:40,613
Switzerland is nice.
395
00:45:48,016 --> 00:45:49,847
You said that nuns
396
00:45:50,056 --> 00:45:51,808
weren't allowed to lie ...
397
00:45:55,256 --> 00:45:56,484
but other people
398
00:45:56,736 --> 00:45:58,692
shouldn't lie either.
399
00:46:12,536 --> 00:46:14,094
Do you like being a woman of God?
400
00:46:12,536 --> 00:46:14,094
Yes, I actually do.
401
00:46:15,456 --> 00:46:17,287
I think you look like
402
00:46:17,456 --> 00:46:19,526
an angel in that habit...
403
00:46:20,296 --> 00:46:22,412
my guardian angel.
404
00:46:23,256 --> 00:46:25,326
You probably need one!
405
00:46:29,496 --> 00:46:32,329
Weren't you at the deaf
people's theatre?
406
00:46:33,216 --> 00:46:34,535
Were you there?
407
00:46:35,856 --> 00:46:38,245
I wanted to ... now that
you've helped me
408
00:57:08,676 --> 00:46:45,916
a second time, here's a present.
409
00:46:46,016 --> 00:46:47,927
But that was yesterday.
410
00:46:48,856 --> 00:46:51,131
No. Later, in Lucerne.
411
00:46:52,696 --> 00:46:54,368
It won't work. Nuns can't go
412
00:46:54,576 --> 00:46:56,328
to the theatre at night.
413
00:46:57,496 --> 00:46:59,716
It's impossible.
414
00:46:59,816 --> 00:47:02,011
Then go with another nun.
415
00:47:02,256 --> 00:47:03,814
It's very kind of you,
416
00:47:03,976 --> 00:47:05,455
but it's impossible.
417
00:47:13,216 --> 00:47:15,332
What will you do now?
418
00:47:16,496 --> 00:47:17,975
I'll go back.
419
00:47:21,376 --> 00:47:23,412
I'm really sorry.
420
00:47:24,376 --> 00:47:26,651
I just wanted to thank you.
421
00:47:30,896 --> 00:47:32,454
I must go now.
422
00:48:09,936 --> 00:48:11,608
What happened?
423
00:48:13,256 --> 00:48:15,167
Why have you come back later?
424
00:48:15,536 --> 00:48:18,175
I'm tired, I walked slower.
425
00:48:19,176 --> 00:48:20,689
We were worried.
426
00:48:23,856 --> 00:48:26,211
Silvia will soon be taking her vows.
427
00:48:26,456 --> 00:48:28,686
Then she can take on your work
428
00:50:44,748 --> 00:51:39,324
and you can stay here.
429
00:51:39,424 --> 00:49:29,436
What's in it?
430
00:49:29,536 --> 00:49:30,651
Caraway?
431
00:50:30,928 --> 01:00:01,797
Taste it.
432
01:00:01,897 --> 00:49:37,756
Try it!
433
00:49:37,856 --> 00:49:39,494
It's revolting. Why did you
434
00:49:39,736 --> 00:49:41,613
put caraway in it?
435
00:49:44,536 --> 00:49:46,333
What's the matter with you?
436
00:50:21,336 --> 00:50:23,406
What will you do
437
00:50:23,656 --> 00:50:25,851
if I don't come with you?
438
00:50:27,256 --> 00:50:29,816
I'll get on the train, no matter what.
439
00:50:32,856 --> 00:50:34,926
Don't worry.
440
00:50:35,656 --> 00:50:38,329
There'll still be a train to get back.
441
00:50:50,936 --> 00:50:53,404
Are you going to change your mind?
442
00:52:22,976 --> 00:52:25,285
There's another one in an hour.
443
00:52:25,856 --> 00:52:28,495
I was born deaf, weren't you?
444
00:52:29,096 --> 00:52:31,656
When I was fifteen I had an illness
445
00:52:31,896 --> 00:52:34,330
that made me deaf.
446
00:52:36,496 --> 00:52:38,930
I can talk, but I don't like to.
447
00:52:39,456 --> 00:52:40,889
What happened after that?
448
00:52:41,296 --> 00:52:43,730
I could stay at the circus school.
449
00:52:44,936 --> 00:52:47,450
And I became an artist.
450
00:52:49,496 --> 00:52:51,168
No girlfriend, no wif e?
451
00:52:55,216 --> 00:52:56,968
Did you enjoy the theatre?
452
00:53:05,816 --> 00:53:08,250
Look. The theatre troupe is from here.
453
00:53:08,656 --> 00:53:11,124
It's a university with all kinds of
454
00:53:11,376 --> 00:53:13,128
courses for deaf people,
455
00:53:13,376 --> 00:53:15,048
including a theatre.
456
00:53:16,896 --> 00:53:18,568
They are all deaf.
457
00:53:20,296 --> 00:53:21,570
You could go there.
458
00:53:22,696 --> 00:53:25,130
I don't understand it. It's in German.
459
00:53:26,616 --> 00:53:29,335
I'd like to learn sign language better.
460
00:53:30,696 --> 00:53:32,812
Why don't you go there?
461
00:53:34,936 --> 00:53:37,404
I may want to go there one day.
462
00:53:39,336 --> 00:53:40,894
You could go there.
463
00:53:41,056 --> 00:53:43,365
Or why don't we go together?
464
00:53:50,176 --> 00:53:51,894
How do you earn your living?
465
00:53:53,896 --> 00:53:56,410
Will you get into trouble at the convent?
466
00:54:02,176 --> 00:54:03,814
Did you tell them?
467
00:54:04,056 --> 00:54:05,455
What do you think?
468
00:54:06,016 --> 00:54:07,449
Why did you come?
469
00:54:10,336 --> 00:54:11,485
Because of me?
470
00:54:17,456 --> 00:54:19,731
Do you think I can't kiss
471
00:54:19,936 --> 00:54:21,574
because I'm a nun?
472
00:55:00,976 --> 00:55:01,965
Photo?
473
00:55:03,936 --> 00:55:05,085
10 francs.
474
01:01:00,016 --> 01:01:01,972
What happened?
475
01:01:10,336 --> 01:01:12,930
It was wrong. From the beginning.
476
01:01:13,096 --> 01:01:14,973
It was all wrong.
477
01:01:33,289 --> 01:01:36,996
Why's the child here,
for God's sake?
478
01:01:41,096 --> 01:01:42,609
You look tired.
479
01:02:22,700 --> 01:02:24,260
I'll take her back to the convent.
480
01:02:25,976 --> 01:02:28,570
There she might tell us all about it.
481
01:02:28,896 --> 01:02:30,534
What if she refuses?
482
01:02:31,896 --> 01:02:33,488
She might have
483
01:02:33,896 --> 01:02:35,488
felt alone.
484
01:02:45,896 --> 01:02:47,488
Let's go.
485
01:03:51,416 --> 01:03:53,486
The work can't be the cause of it.
486
01:07:41,217 --> 01:04:04,596
We shouldn't have set her to work.
487
01:04:04,696 --> 01:04:07,005
You know that it isn't a sin
488
01:04:07,216 --> 01:04:09,889
to disobey the rules of the convent.
489
01:04:11,816 --> 01:04:13,613
But if you live with us,
490
01:04:14,176 --> 01:04:16,292
you have to obey the rules.
491
01:04:16,896 --> 01:04:19,091
That's the only way to be chosen by God.
492
01:04:29,456 --> 01:04:30,969
It's your own choice
493
01:04:31,936 --> 01:04:34,450
to live the life of a bride of Jesus.
494
01:04:38,056 --> 01:04:40,365
Forget what there was outside.
495
01:04:42,536 --> 01:04:44,970
Think about what it was like in here,
496
01:06:00,875 --> 01:04:48,556
It can be like that again.
497
01:04:48,656 --> 01:04:50,089
This is the only way
498
01:04:50,336 --> 01:04:51,655
that leads to happiness.
499
01:04:52,176 --> 01:04:54,815
This is the only way we can stay together
500
01:04:58,016 --> 01:04:59,529
Pray and confess.
501
01:05:28,856 --> 01:05:30,175
Go away!
502
01:05:30,496 --> 01:05:32,009
You have no business to be here.
503
01:08:08,736 --> 01:08:10,727
Have you thought it over?
504
01:08:11,936 --> 01:08:12,891
Yes.
505
01:08:13,836 --> 01:08:16,691
No, I wanted to see you again.
506
01:08:18,976 --> 01:08:21,012
You have to decide now,
507
01:08:21,216 --> 01:08:23,366
or it will come to nothing.
508
01:08:28,136 --> 01:08:30,286
Please stop stealing.
509
01:08:31,016 --> 01:08:33,371
It's easy for you to say,
510
01:08:33,616 --> 01:08:36,289
you who hide away in a convent.
511
01:08:40,856 --> 01:08:43,575
No, I'm here. I'm not hiding.
512
01:08:47,136 --> 01:08:48,615
What shall I do then
513
01:08:48,816 --> 01:08:50,329
to earn money?
514
01:08:51,456 --> 01:08:54,209
Go to the theatre, back to the circus.
515
01:10:12,256 --> 01:10:14,611
We two, like in paradise.
516
01:10:17,496 --> 01:10:19,930
You don't know anything about paradise.
517
01:10:21,176 --> 01:10:23,531
With you I know more about it.
518
01:10:24,136 --> 01:10:25,205
Maybe.
519
01:10:25,456 --> 01:10:28,050
You know more about life.
520
01:10:29,856 --> 01:10:31,494
What's better?
521
01:10:31,696 --> 01:10:34,130
Lif e in paradise
522
01:10:34,376 --> 01:10:36,810
or paradise in life.
523
01:10:37,536 --> 01:10:39,970
Like this ... both at the same time.
524
01:10:44,536 --> 01:10:45,685
Is anybody there?
525
01:10:50,096 --> 01:10:51,085
Hello!
526
01:10:52,136 --> 01:10:53,728
Is anybody in there?
527
01:11:01,296 --> 01:11:02,854
Get out! Get out!
528
01:11:03,596 --> 01:11:05,354
Okay, perfect, perfect.
529
01:11:05,856 --> 01:11:07,687
Clear out immediately!
530
01:11:08,856 --> 01:11:10,608
Ten minutes, ten minutes.
531
01:11:10,776 --> 01:11:12,289
Then you'll leave!
532
01:11:12,856 --> 01:11:14,574
What are you gawping at?
533
01:11:20,896 --> 01:11:23,716
What was that?
534
01:11:23,816 --> 01:11:25,966
You must have made too much noise.
535
01:11:26,176 --> 01:11:27,495
I know what it's like.
536
01:11:27,696 --> 01:11:29,846
If only everybody was deaf.
537
01:11:36,976 --> 01:11:38,329
Whatever.
538
01:11:38,536 --> 01:11:40,049
We have to leave anyway.
539
01:11:42,696 --> 01:11:43,890
To start with,
540
01:11:44,096 --> 01:11:45,688
you'll need other clothes.
541
01:11:47,456 --> 01:11:49,686
What will become of me?
542
01:11:50,336 --> 01:11:51,769
We'll find a solution.
543
01:11:53,056 --> 01:11:54,409
But what? How?
544
01:12:00,096 --> 01:12:02,007
You take it for a while.
545
01:12:11,736 --> 01:12:13,931
Where did you get all that money from?
546
01:12:14,976 --> 01:12:16,329
It's mine.
547
01:12:16,856 --> 01:12:18,494
Did you steal all that?
548
01:12:20,296 --> 01:12:21,615
If it's stolen money,
549
01:12:21,776 --> 01:12:23,004
I don't want any.
550
01:12:25,136 --> 01:12:26,125
Why?
551
01:12:27,376 --> 01:12:28,809
It's immoral!
552
01:12:29,936 --> 01:12:31,494
Moral?
553
01:12:35,176 --> 01:12:36,894
That's different.
554
01:12:40,496 --> 01:12:42,885
You're right. That's different.
555
01:13:46,816 --> 01:13:48,534
I'll find you.
556
01:13:49,816 --> 01:13:50,885
Bastard!
557
01:14:06,376 --> 01:14:07,252
Police!
558
01:14:08,656 --> 01:14:10,089
Stop thief!
559
01:14:10,296 --> 01:14:11,285
Get him!
560
01:14:12,896 --> 01:14:14,124
He's a thief!
561
01:14:34,656 --> 01:14:36,089
Hello, headquarters ... hello!
562
01:14:36,296 --> 01:14:37,331
A police boat, quick!
563
01:14:37,496 --> 01:14:39,407
A man escaping in the water.
564
01:14:41,296 --> 01:14:43,685
Limmat, level with Gem�sebr�cke.
565
01:16:09,680 --> 01:16:10,908
Come along.
566
01:16:19,176 --> 01:16:21,132
Did you know this man?
567
01:24:40,632 --> 01:16:31,476
Can I help you?
568
01:16:31,576 --> 01:16:32,804
A Lithuanian ...
569
01:16:35,456 --> 01:16:36,571
oh well.
570
01:16:54,976 --> 01:16:57,331
We can phone this convent, can't we?
571
01:17:03,299 --> 01:17:05,751
Landolt speaking, Zurich police station.
572
01:17:07,736 --> 01:17:09,772
Yes. We have a lady here who ...
573
01:17:41,936 --> 01:17:43,733
What happened?
574
01:17:44,176 --> 01:17:46,007
Why did you go away again?
575
01:17:46,216 --> 01:17:47,615
Where were you?
576
01:18:24,696 --> 01:18:27,415
Sister Antonia ... what a pity.
577
01:18:28,936 --> 01:18:31,404
What are you doing? It's ...
578
01:18:31,896 --> 01:18:34,171
This is where you found your life.
579
01:18:38,496 --> 01:18:40,805
Life outside isn't for you.
580
01:18:41,296 --> 01:18:43,093
Nobody will help you.
581
01:18:43,696 --> 01:18:45,926
I can live on my own.
582
01:18:46,976 --> 01:18:48,295
Then go!
583
01:18:49,336 --> 01:18:50,451
Go!
584
01:19:03,736 --> 01:19:05,567
Antonia, don't go away!
585
01:20:16,936 --> 01:20:18,654
Shall I put it in?
586
01:20:57,496 --> 01:20:58,565
Tomorrow?
587
01:21:00,456 --> 01:21:02,492
Well then, have a good journey.
588
01:21:03,776 --> 01:21:05,050
Write to me.
589
01:21:08,256 --> 01:21:09,689
Aren't you afraid?
590
01:21:10,296 --> 01:21:11,365
Afraid?
591
01:21:40,416 --> 01:21:42,884
Take care and give my regards to Fritz.
592
01:22:48,976 --> 01:22:51,774
This is Antonia from Switzerland.
593
01:22:55,136 --> 01:22:56,694
She's new.
594
01:22:56,896 --> 01:22:59,091
She'll watch us today.
595
01:22:59,296 --> 01:23:01,173
If she likes it,
596
01:23:01,376 --> 01:23:03,685
she'll work with us next time.
597
01:24:47,216 --> 01:24:49,013
This is Antonia's story,
598
01:24:49,216 --> 01:24:50,934
as far as it concerns
599
01:24:51,176 --> 01:24:53,087
our order.
600
01:24:53,776 --> 01:24:55,687
How I knew her,
601
01:24:57,136 --> 01:24:59,604
what I learnt from her letters
602
01:25:01,656 --> 01:25:03,533
and what Fritz, Sandro
603
01:25:03,736 --> 01:25:06,296
and the others told me.
604
01:25:07,536 --> 01:25:09,049
And also partly
605
01:25:09,256 --> 01:25:10,609
how I imagine her to be,
606
01:25:10,816 --> 01:25:12,534
how things could have been.
607
01:25:12,736 --> 01:25:15,409
Some things of course remained a secret.
608
01:25:17,216 --> 01:25:19,605
Antonia decided to leave.
609
01:25:21,656 --> 01:25:24,216
Sometimes I'd like to be near her
610
01:25:24,416 --> 01:25:26,293
to learn more about it.